10 MORE DAYS!!

May 24, 2004 23:03

school is almost over. i will scream at the top of my lungs and the last day of school. when that last bell rings and i burst through the double doors, im gonna let loose. no joke. MUAHAHAHAHA!!!! i haven't updated in a while.... im reading this book called The Purpose-Driven Life by Rick Warren. its about how to live your life for God. it's amazing so far. i'm slowly starting to change the inside to match the outside. i may not swear or say certain things that i used to say or do things, but i still think about things that aren't honoring to God. i'll admit it. the only thing i still have trouble with on the outside is dealing with my parents. i have such a hard time trying to honor them because they don't think the way i do. i'm trying to live for God and when they yell at me and at each other or swear or whatever, i get really stressed out and then i start to yell. or when my mom wants me to wash the dishes (which i hate with a passion) i get an attitude about it. which i shouldn't. sometimes we have to do things we don't want to do. but something as simple as washing the dishes or cleaning our bedrooms, even when we don't want to,is pleasing to God. i'm slowly beginning to realize that. and my love for God has grown so much. i don't read the bible that much but just thinking about Him in everything i do brings me closer to Him. I pray all of my friends could experience the love of God as I am everyday. and i pray that my friends that have pulled themselves away from the love of God would just surrender themselves to the awesome safety of God. I think alot of people don't realize that obeying isn't easy but the more you love God the easier it is to obey and then more He'll reward you.....eee i got a little preachy there...just stuff i was thinking about.'
Godbless you all
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