Nov 11, 2007 23:47
I miss my big sis. I know she's busy with her life and i'm happy for that. I hated seeing her hurt all the time like me so i couldnt be happier that andy came into her life and stole her from me... THEIF! HAHA <3 kidding.
I know if i email her she'd write back but i cant think of anything good to mail her about. it'd be kinda fucked up to just email her and whine and ramble at her about shit she cant fix. our aminaversary is soon. damn i dont even know how many years its been since the first night we met, us, pickle, and batty. rofl we fucked them peoples email accounts UP. =) im still amused by that. i think it was 2002. november 20th. i remember the important part, right?
i want to ramble about what i did last night but well...... ima keep it to myself... 0=)
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You make it hard to breathe
It's as if I'm suffocating
And when you're next to me
I can feel your heartbeat through my skin
It makes me sad to think
This all could be for nothing
I wish there was a way
For you to see inside of me
I've never felt this way
About anyone or anything
Tell me
What do I have to do to make you happy?
What do I have to do to make you understand?
What do I have to do to make you want me?
And, if I can't make you want me
What do I have to do?
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