Trust
So you are doing your best to fully trust someone...
Conversations and assurances don't seem to scour away the thought: "they could be lying to me..." Small lies, about things that really don't matter, do take place... things you know are lies, but after some thought realise that it is not that big of a deal.
"but it is still a lie..."
So then the worry that you might get hurt fills you. Constant thoughts of... "What if" plague your days and nights...
So here is a place where you have two paths, but three options.
Left Option, you go ahead and accept that you will be lied to. You work your hardest to find out the truth because that is really important to you. Friends and loves should always be honest and open. You use any means accessible to you to get the truth... You have to be comfortable with lies. Maintain those friendships, smiles, and take comfort in the fact that you know the truth. You have no worries or fears because eventually you will find the truth. You are able to do what you want, and make the plans you need to make.
Right Option, you trust that you will always recieve the truth from this individual. Doubts and your imagination must be forcefully scrubbed clean by yourself. IF you say you trust this individual, then you MUST go through with it all the way. You will understand that yes, you could be lied to in the future... that you could be hurt... but at least you trusted. Because trust means the most to you. You have no worries or fears because you know the truth. You are able to do what you want, and make the plans you need to make.
Middle Option, you don't take either path... or you take one step left then take one step right. Indecision Indecision... Sometimes trust is valuable to you, and then other times the truth... So your stuck between it... trying your best to have it all. Forever stuck in a type of "honesty limbo." Your bouncing back between trusting the person completely, accepting what they say initially... and yet eventually calling, or searching for what actually happened. Worry is your friend, fear is your energy... you constantly are trying to think of your next step, wondering what is next... unable to make the plans you need to make.
I really don't support the middle option... have lived it... and really didnt like it.
I personally like the right path, but I am not perfect at it... the thoughts that I might be lied to, or perhaps even used do to my trust do come by at times. You just have to block them off, scrub them clean as I said. And yes you might get used, and lied to... but you can trust. I think we might be litle more than machines without trust.
Well that is my sunday morning rant.
If you read it, wonderful, point out things you don't believe are right, and I will go over them. Always good to have a new perspective and debate.
If you don't read it,
All of you have a good day, and enjoy yourselves!
Conversations and assurances don't seem to scour away the thought: "they could be lying to me..." Small lies, about things that really don't matter, do take place... things you know are lies, but after some thought realise that it is not that big of a deal.
"but it is still a lie..."
So then the worry that you might get hurt fills you. Constant thoughts of... "What if" plague your days and nights...
So here is a place where you have two paths, but three options.
Left Option, you go ahead and accept that you will be lied to. You work your hardest to find out the truth because that is really important to you. Friends and loves should always be honest and open. You use any means accessible to you to get the truth... You have to be comfortable with lies. Maintain those friendships, smiles, and take comfort in the fact that you know the truth. You have no worries or fears because eventually you will find the truth. You are able to do what you want, and make the plans you need to make.
Right Option, you trust that you will always recieve the truth from this individual. Doubts and your imagination must be forcefully scrubbed clean by yourself. IF you say you trust this individual, then you MUST go through with it all the way. You will understand that yes, you could be lied to in the future... that you could be hurt... but at least you trusted. Because trust means the most to you. You have no worries or fears because you know the truth. You are able to do what you want, and make the plans you need to make.
Middle Option, you don't take either path... or you take one step left then take one step right. Indecision Indecision... Sometimes trust is valuable to you, and then other times the truth... So your stuck between it... trying your best to have it all. Forever stuck in a type of "honesty limbo." Your bouncing back between trusting the person completely, accepting what they say initially... and yet eventually calling, or searching for what actually happened. Worry is your friend, fear is your energy... you constantly are trying to think of your next step, wondering what is next... unable to make the plans you need to make.
I really don't support the middle option... have lived it... and really didnt like it.
I personally like the right path, but I am not perfect at it... the thoughts that I might be lied to, or perhaps even used do to my trust do come by at times. You just have to block them off, scrub them clean as I said. And yes you might get used, and lied to... but you can trust. I think we might be litle more than machines without trust.
Well that is my sunday morning rant.
If you read it, wonderful, point out things you don't believe are right, and I will go over them. Always good to have a new perspective and debate.
If you don't read it,
All of you have a good day, and enjoy yourselves!