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well we can say its been a rough week...
over the past week i learned what it really feels like to be hurt... my issue of not being able to trust people and my overview of the value of trust has completely messed thiings up for me, well not only me.
i've made a lot of mistakes in my life, but letting the trust of someone dissappear has been the worst yet.
it stupid that it takes me an epiphany to make a real change in my life,
and my neglegence has completely ruined it... one person can only take so much and i can understand why this has happened. But Hindsight is always 20/20 and knowing that it could been different and its pretty much my fault that this has happened hurts the worst...
I've never done anything to intentionally hurt anyone, but it doesnt matter if its intentional or not... i still fucked up
over the past week i learned what it really feels like to be hurt... my issue of not being able to trust people and my overview of the value of trust has completely messed thiings up for me, well not only me.
i've made a lot of mistakes in my life, but letting the trust of someone dissappear has been the worst yet.
it stupid that it takes me an epiphany to make a real change in my life,
and my neglegence has completely ruined it... one person can only take so much and i can understand why this has happened. But Hindsight is always 20/20 and knowing that it could been different and its pretty much my fault that this has happened hurts the worst...
I've never done anything to intentionally hurt anyone, but it doesnt matter if its intentional or not... i still fucked up