Jan 04, 2005 02:04
love can only get you so far in a relationship, the main fact is. You need to trust the person your with, and after having spent 2 years trying to prove to this person that, i am that person that loves unconditionaly, and i am that person to do anything for it, well it remains untouch the surface only scratched, and all the the love and hatred for everyone else began to pore from that small wound, now look what happens. I care for one person, and one person only. and now that wound has fully taken me under like quick sand. knowing that theres nothing that i can do, i let it cover me and then i drown, in the very sand i fell into 2 years ago. trust....
trust is a hard thing, once broken it never truely heals without loads of work. such a fragile thing, but yet lasted so long with this much stress on it. i guess it wasnt meant to be, but my heart is broken, and today was a sad sad day