understanding
hrmmm... last night was interesting. fashion show was pretty good. not that i got to see alot of it... i did something prett cruel to someone as well... most already know. it was something that i had to do so i could find peace. and if at any stage SHE feels the need to do it back to me by all means i would completely understand. and yeah i know what goes around comes around... i had to deal with a multitude of shit which lead me to do what i did last night. i do feel bad for doing it, especially so late after the reasoning behind it, but when the time is right you just know and you act out when it is. but at the same time im not about to apologise because in my belief that person had to feel as much pain as i did both emotionally and physically. to all of you that are mad at me and more than likely are going to punch me out for doing what i did, i understand that but try looking at it from my view... maybe you have been in that sort of situation previously or maybe one day it may happen to you (which i hope it doesnt because not alot of ppl in this world deserve that). all i can say now is that its over... no more anything... as far as im concerned... but if you all wish to hate me and so forth by all means... but so you all know she isnt the only one who got injured from it... so in a way karma has already paid me back...
on a much lighter note im planning to start a new fishy tank of my own! i cant wait its going to be well rock'n!! not 100% on what fish im going to get but hey... definately not goldfish thats for sure. tropicals but not sure what breeds.
i get money on wednesday for the fashion show and from work! OH YEAH haha money rocks... i've still got money left from my previous pay! which is some what suprising for myself...
anywho thank you to all that modelled for me! and sorscha and carine my hair and make up girls you guys did an awsome job!
ok im off now i want to go and watch the new josh hartnett film... wicker park.. he is definately hot... well he was in the faculty and 40 days and 40 nights so yeah lets have a look this time...
this will be made public fora few days so the obvious people can read it then it will be edited. so those that need to read it do it now i tells ya
on a much lighter note im planning to start a new fishy tank of my own! i cant wait its going to be well rock'n!! not 100% on what fish im going to get but hey... definately not goldfish thats for sure. tropicals but not sure what breeds.
i get money on wednesday for the fashion show and from work! OH YEAH haha money rocks... i've still got money left from my previous pay! which is some what suprising for myself...
anywho thank you to all that modelled for me! and sorscha and carine my hair and make up girls you guys did an awsome job!
ok im off now i want to go and watch the new josh hartnett film... wicker park.. he is definately hot... well he was in the faculty and 40 days and 40 nights so yeah lets have a look this time...
this will be made public fora few days so the obvious people can read it then it will be edited. so those that need to read it do it now i tells ya