Everything goes.green_ashJuly 27 2006, 00:17:25 UTC
It's good to know there's someone in the universe that feels like I do...
I've been missing people forever, it seems ... Moving up here made what has become everyfuckingday-life easier (in terms of convenience), but that's about it. I miss my friends, I miss people that can just hang out without having to go somewhere to spend oodles of money that I can't afford to be spending. Nothing feels real up here, not yet. I wish you could have come up for at least one day before you leave, but I won't push it in asking - Just letting you know, should you come back down for a visit after Gainesville, that you are welcome in my condo anyday.
I've missed you, and I think about you often. I wish I could have more hours in the day to go down and visit you, even once, but life has me at it's mercy, strung up by my toes.
Lots has changed ... a lot bad, but in the end, all is alright. No more Mikey, Xan is ...well... yeah. We're no longer in each other's lives, which is sad, but life goes on. I've met someone new, who manages to be the only reason I smile lately... his name is (I'm shitting you not) Ringo Starr. I wish you could meet him, he's pretty laid back and can drum like it's no one's business - He was on drumline for his highschool, as well as UM for a few years. Pretty nutso. Ack.
But yes... Before I type out a twelve-page comment to you, I just want to let you know I'm still here, in my little universe, thinking about you and wondering how things are going for you. I'm happy for you in your moving to Gainesville, you've been wanting to do that for sometime now.
I'm still always here... If ever you feel the need or the desire, give me a buzz. Have fun, and be happy, woman. Much love.
Re: Everything goes.liquid_gingerJuly 28 2006, 15:04:45 UTC
Yup. I'v been going through these really deep downers. Just feelings of abadonment, wether their valid or not, are very strong and have just been tearing at my morale... sucks it. i become so inconsolable it's rediculous. that's when I realized it was time to leave.
I feel like homestead is a black hole. filled with all it's own strange strange strange sick habits. it has a away of rejecting change so well, you can tell by the fact that it looks almost exactly the same since we were in the first grade. that's not normal I thank. communities have committees and volunteering that they do to make their modify things as time passes. it's a fucking twilight zone that rejects thought and interests. This may sound a little extreme, but i feel as soon as I begin to live outside of hoestead formality i get a swift kick in the ass telling me "good-bye!" crazy... i know...
Ringo Starr, huh? I've always been a beatles freak, this is a good sign. Does he work at the place you do? How'd you meet him? Well hung?JK! thought i could blend those questions in one inconspicuously!..>=)JKJKJKJK! Sounds like fun. Hope I can meet him, totally.
Thanks for all the support. We'll get together to do something. how's saturday for you? busy? I didn't see anyone when I was in homestead they were all at work or just scattered, so no success, but I'm going down again today to help my sis with something, maybe we can set something up for satuday, if you're stuck on today (friday) than I think i can make it happen with a little elbow grease.
call me, i'll call you, soooon. wishing you the best and loving you like always, ~Apphia
ps. how's amanda been, haven't spoken to her in lightyears.
I've been missing people forever, it seems ... Moving up here made what has become everyfuckingday-life easier (in terms of convenience), but that's about it. I miss my friends, I miss people that can just hang out without having to go somewhere to spend oodles of money that I can't afford to be spending. Nothing feels real up here, not yet. I wish you could have come up for at least one day before you leave, but I won't push it in asking - Just letting you know, should you come back down for a visit after Gainesville, that you are welcome in my condo anyday.
I've missed you, and I think about you often. I wish I could have more hours in the day to go down and visit you, even once, but life has me at it's mercy, strung up by my toes.
Lots has changed ... a lot bad, but in the end, all is alright. No more Mikey, Xan is ...well... yeah. We're no longer in each other's lives, which is sad, but life goes on. I've met someone new, who manages to be the only reason I smile lately... his name is (I'm shitting you not) Ringo Starr. I wish you could meet him, he's pretty laid back and can drum like it's no one's business - He was on drumline for his highschool, as well as UM for a few years. Pretty nutso. Ack.
But yes... Before I type out a twelve-page comment to you, I just want to let you know I'm still here, in my little universe, thinking about you and wondering how things are going for you. I'm happy for you in your moving to Gainesville, you've been wanting to do that for sometime now.
I'm still always here... If ever you feel the need or the desire, give me a buzz. Have fun, and be happy, woman. Much love.
♥
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I feel like homestead is a black hole. filled with all it's own strange strange strange sick habits. it has a away of rejecting change so well, you can tell by the fact that it looks almost exactly the same since we were in the first grade. that's not normal I thank. communities have committees and volunteering that they do to make their modify things as time passes. it's a fucking twilight zone that rejects thought and interests. This may sound a little extreme, but i feel as soon as I begin to live outside of hoestead formality i get a swift kick in the ass telling me "good-bye!"
crazy... i know...
Ringo Starr, huh? I've always been a beatles freak, this is a good sign. Does he work at the place you do? How'd you meet him? Well hung?JK! thought i could blend those questions in one inconspicuously!..>=)JKJKJKJK!
Sounds like fun. Hope I can meet him, totally.
Thanks for all the support. We'll get together to do something. how's saturday for you? busy?
I didn't see anyone when I was in homestead they were all at work or just scattered, so no success, but I'm going down again today to help my sis with something, maybe we can set something up for satuday, if you're stuck on today (friday) than I think i can make it happen with a little elbow grease.
call me, i'll call you, soooon.
wishing you the best and loving you like always,
~Apphia
ps. how's amanda been, haven't spoken to her in lightyears.
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*apologies*
I'm not really that stupid, promise.
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