Hokay PART II
Ok, today I confessed to Jade that like her friend Evelyn. I wish it would've gone like I wanted it to, but does anything ever go how you plan it? So the catch here is that several days ago I started to not feel the same about Jade, I really liked this girl but it just went away, well either way the other day, I went to an anime/game convention with this girl and she brought her friend Evelyn, well over the course of the day I started to like this girl Evelyn, And mind you that Jade doesn't know that I don't like her like I did, so I had to tell her. So we were hanging out all day, than 9 o'clock rolls around and I really needed to tell her, I should of told her sooner, I know. So we sit outside the Sheraton hotel alone and I tell her exactly what was on my mind except for the fact that I like Evelyn. That I don't have a car and no means of transportation to get up to Bridgton, and that i'm being forced to get a job, which are both true, So no matter what relationship I was in these two factors would play very bad. So I tell her this than walk home, stay up all night go to sleep at 7 in the morning, and woke up at 4 in the afternoon and I have Zak overnight, no sleep this night either. Zak had to leave at 11 in the morning. I see that Jade is on AIM and I decide to put the troubles behind us and break the barrier and talk to her, so we're talking for a while and I decide that she must know that I like her friend Evelyn, So I tell her that I haven't been entirely honest with her, and ask her several times if she wanted to know what it was that I wasn't truthful about, she said yes everytime, I put her on hold for Probably 10 minutes so I could ask my friend abby for help and she was pretty helpful on paper but when I executed the plan it didnt work very well and Jade thinks I like Evelyn because "she is skinny and has a pretty face" which is all wrong, I'm not shallow, but I don't think she cares or believes me, but I can't make everyone like me believe me ect. I'm used to this fact, Evelyn is working on this other guy, I don't like Jade the same as she likes me, but Hey I wanted to stay friends and thats over, and i'm afraid to talk to Evelyn because of what bad shape Jade is in. And I deffinatly don't need this negative energy around me. I've already got enough, but because of who I like I get more, so me being unhappy is just becoming the norm.
Dan
Dan