Jul 19, 2006 22:42
okay so apparently, i'm "a dumb mother fucking whore". here's exactly what was said....
I hate the feeling of this apartment, I don't know what it is but since about two months ago I get inside of it and I just have a wierd feeling. I'm sitting inside of it right now and this feeling is coursing through my spine. I've always had the nack for being able to see what not only what is infront of my eyes but also what lies beneath. Let me give you some examples of recent events so you can better understand. So, this friend Laura of Megan's I've never really liked I always told Megan not to trust and I never really pushed the subject knowing that it would just turn into a fight. And that would not be what I wanted. She always talked about how she missed the old Megan and that she wanted her back. She said this while not knowing I was around too "I miss the Megan that would get waisted and then get up on a table and dance" and also "I don't know what Dan thinks he's doing but Megan was better off with the last one she was with he didn't try to change her." Well let me just instate this one fact YOUR A DUMB MOTHER FUCKING WHORE!!! wow that felt good. Anyways, she obviously didn't like me and she is a ungraitful p.o.s if I was alowed to by law I would walk right up to her and back hand her ass onto the floor. Here's some words of advice Megan didn't need me to try and change her oh far from it she changed because she is just like every onther self respecting human being on this planet she grew up and realized that there is more to life that just screwing off the whole time. There comes a time when those self respecting people actually want to make something of themselves and without realizing it they change, they mature. Unfortunalty for Laura she will be stuck as a waitress the rest of her life trying to payoffs student loans because she took to many bullshit classes that never magically formed into a degree like she is hoping. Oh well, your lost life have fun with it BITCH!
okay...so whatever. i'm like so over it its unbelievable. like what was sad doesn't even deserve a response, its just stupid. oh gosh, i'm not even going to say anything....
so...dustin and i had a great time in chicago. it was freakin' amazing and i can't believe i missed those people that much. i forgot how much fun they were.
dustin and i also had our 2 year anniversary. that was way fun. i'm still waiting on my gift...but i have confidence it will come.
in the recent events of more drama i've changed my room around.....again. it looks freakin' amazing. so...adult. haha. its all like black and green and cream and looks so freakin' cool. i still have a lot to do but i also have a few days off to do so.
my laptop is still beautiful...
i don't know what just happened today/tonight....but something is going on and hopefully i will be able to figure it out.....
i can NOT wait to see john tucker must die. looks so freakin' hilarious. i'll probably go see it at midnight it looks that good.
nicole gave megan, christina and i goodies. that was way cute of her.
so i'm totally hanging out with brittney aturday and i can't wait. i love her.
krystals going to have her baby soon.....she's 80% effaced. so weird....
natalie and i still need to have a much needed date....
i still need to rethink a lot of things in my life.
i'm dunzo....i must clean my room a little bit....
call me biatch!! haha.