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A few little known secrets, I feel I need to get off my chest...
- I have this intense anxiety and panic disorder.
- I live in fear of getting a panic attack, which then manifests itself in to one.
- I have had severe eating problems over my life time. Both totally opposite. I used to eat compulsively, and secretly (obviously why I'm fat). and then I stopped that, and started hardly eating, maybe a meal a day. I've gotten better and am slowly getting on the right track of normal eating habits.
- I am a hypochondriac. Most my anxiety comes from my fear of death and the fact that I think I'm dying from something severe, daily.
In short...I am a mess. I don't blame people for not understanding me, and I don't blame guys for not wanting to be with me.