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im content with the paintings i am working on. its hard to be in the right state of mind, not getting discouraged by all the other better artist in the world. i like listening to this cheesy music while doing art. i have to keep my mind out of these sort of heartbreaking day dreams that have become so rutine to me. i got in the habit of preparing myself for somthing bad to happen which had i think made me secretely always paranoid. so when i here about distance and think about it i start to rethink daydreams i hate. anyways, im making my mind fall out of that and focuse on these productive ideas im been thinking of, i need to blow my nose.