Love and death are always on my mind.
So last night I had the weirdest experience. I took a whole box of DXM and man o man. I was hallucinating like crazy. I seriously was convinced that last night was the last night I was going to be alive. It was freeky. I was thinking all about death and I was shaking and all weird. It was so fucking scary in such an awesome way. I just had to keep reminding myself that I was tripping and none of it was real. I was high for like 11 hours because my meds inhances the high. DXM is my new best friend. haha.
I FINALLY talked to Jonathan and turns out he lost his phone or something. I'm glad he doesn't hate me and is not trying to avoid me.
I hope I get real drunk this Saturday and I hope I can do something with Steffie on Friday. I waaaaaaannnnnnna. I wove her.
I cannot wait til California. NOPE! I can't!
♥ amy
I FINALLY talked to Jonathan and turns out he lost his phone or something. I'm glad he doesn't hate me and is not trying to avoid me.
I hope I get real drunk this Saturday and I hope I can do something with Steffie on Friday. I waaaaaaannnnnnna. I wove her.
I cannot wait til California. NOPE! I can't!
♥ amy