Mar 27, 2004 22:39
I dont feel like I wanna update. I used to love to, but now...eh, I dunno. I am struggling wif a problem, but I cannot write about it in here. I can't really tell anyone either. I wish I didn't have this going on right now tho. Or ever, actually. It has nothing to do with a person or anything but yea...whatever. Oh well. Life at my dads is still good except I cried the other day for no reason. haha. I was like uuuh...why am I crying?? Yesterday I went to some shit at Morton. I was looking forward to going to hang out wif Stef, but of course...same old stuff wif Jon. Oh well, Its ok. Me and Chuck took DXM. It took a long time to kick in but whatevs. When it did, it rocked. After that we went to some lame ass "party" and then we left. Right when I sat down at the comp. it all hit me at once and I was like HOOOOOLY SHIT. It made me feel so efen weird. It was like being the drunkest I've ever been and the most stoned. Without the throwing up and passing out and all that crappy stuff. I loved it, even tho it made me a little scared at times. Bad for you, tho. After I took em, I was like great! now Im poppin pills too! Not really tho, I prolly won't do it again. It did rock tho.
Undesirable21: dxm every night!
♥ amy