I miss you more than anything
I feel like I've been leaving myself out in the cold. Just there's too many people around for this to be true. It's been a full plate and no matter how I shovel it in, it remains the same. Full to the edge, never letting cease the quantity and sometimes quality of what is there.
I'm looking at moving like the ride of my life. I wanted to be out by now but realized when the bills flooded in that it was time to look at it realistically. I bit the bullet once more and find myself trying a new route homebound. It makes a fifteen minute diference. Is it really a difference? I wonder aloud.
The time has come and passed and I am no more ready to face this than I was the last time. It shows its face and I still get confused and wrapped up the way a child does when "no" really is the final answer.
I'm no more than you, I am simply me. I am simple and mild, just looking to see where the next ride will take me.
But I'm not a user on any level, I am telling you this from my heart.
I wish I had more time.
Lately my head and heart are all a flutter by what was least expected. I never though I would meet what is now face to face with me. It was all black and white before this. It was a one way street heading west until I crashed into the ocean.
What once was, wasn't meant. I thought it was you, but infact it was me.
How do you tell one what they don't want to hear? I avoid the news, but am not ashamed of anything other than my effect on your feelings. I feel something that I wasn't able to in so long. You gave it to me, and I'm not stepping on it. I'm not throwing it away, but I know that inside of you, you feel this too.
I promise to understand, and will have a place for you in me as well. Reguardless
While one ship sails yet another comes to harbor. When you seek out one thing in comes another. When you least expect it, here comes one more.
One man yells cut, one more shouts roll...
I'm looking at moving like the ride of my life. I wanted to be out by now but realized when the bills flooded in that it was time to look at it realistically. I bit the bullet once more and find myself trying a new route homebound. It makes a fifteen minute diference. Is it really a difference? I wonder aloud.
The time has come and passed and I am no more ready to face this than I was the last time. It shows its face and I still get confused and wrapped up the way a child does when "no" really is the final answer.
I'm no more than you, I am simply me. I am simple and mild, just looking to see where the next ride will take me.
But I'm not a user on any level, I am telling you this from my heart.
I wish I had more time.
Lately my head and heart are all a flutter by what was least expected. I never though I would meet what is now face to face with me. It was all black and white before this. It was a one way street heading west until I crashed into the ocean.
What once was, wasn't meant. I thought it was you, but infact it was me.
How do you tell one what they don't want to hear? I avoid the news, but am not ashamed of anything other than my effect on your feelings. I feel something that I wasn't able to in so long. You gave it to me, and I'm not stepping on it. I'm not throwing it away, but I know that inside of you, you feel this too.
I promise to understand, and will have a place for you in me as well. Reguardless
While one ship sails yet another comes to harbor. When you seek out one thing in comes another. When you least expect it, here comes one more.
One man yells cut, one more shouts roll...