Dec 06, 2006 22:37
It wouldn't change a thing.
The last two weeks have been harder than I could ever imagine, but it hasn't killed me and damned if I'm going to even let it try. It matters not what the next two months are going to be like but more about what the next year is going to be like. What teh next 5 years are going to be.
Have you ever been at the level of happiness that only you could take away? I was there once. I let it slip out from the palm of my hand. I don't regret it though. I have grown up very much since then. I have met a lot of the best people I could have ever wanted to know. I'm getting back to the place I was so happy being in.
I'm not going to let it get me down.
The past week I've been listening to Spoon. It has made me nostalgic for what I have yet to have. It has made me laugh at what has gone wrong.
Things could be worse and I'm counting on it to happen, but I'm not acting like it. I'm not giving in to the weight on my back or the sweat on my brow.
Maybe this weight is a gift. Like I had to see hwat I could lift.
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