Dead end.
I currently don't know how to deal with my feelings right now. Do you know how to deal with it? The feeling whereby you know someone isn't going to be there for you anymore? As in, you can really really really feel that he no longer gives two fucks about you? It's quite hard to suck it up. Considering how you've been there for me, no matter how twisted and indirect you may express yourself. Should I fuck it or salvage it? I don't think I have it in me anymore to do the latter. Especially not if you're so.....like that to me now. Wtf meh meh meh //whiningforever//