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myyyyyyyyy life is pretty much total shit all the time...
plus side > i am almost out of debt..... then again, its also almost the end of the month and ill need to get rent and crap together all over again, i can never get ahead, ...i can never get myself ahead.
lately i get way too emotional before bed.. everything just hits me and hits me hard.
grrrrrrrrugggggggggggghhhhhhhhhh.
i know for anything to be good in life i need to get myself there, but i can't do it alone.... i dont even think i really want to anyway.
i dont see a purpose in struggling to survive just for the sake of survivng. i have nothing to put into anything and dont see anything good for me.
i want fruit punch. its been a while since ive had that.
hopefully i can fall asleep soon...........
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plus side > i am almost out of debt..... then again, its also almost the end of the month and ill need to get rent and crap together all over again, i can never get ahead, ...i can never get myself ahead.
lately i get way too emotional before bed.. everything just hits me and hits me hard.
grrrrrrrrugggggggggggghhhhhhhhhh.
i know for anything to be good in life i need to get myself there, but i can't do it alone.... i dont even think i really want to anyway.
i dont see a purpose in struggling to survive just for the sake of survivng. i have nothing to put into anything and dont see anything good for me.
i want fruit punch. its been a while since ive had that.
hopefully i can fall asleep soon...........
out