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How could I be so stupid to agree to this? I knew I wouldn't like it but it makes me panic. all the time. worst of all: I'm supposed to be super happy about it. So I smile and pretend and nothing's fine. It's like watching myself from behind a two-sided mirror, barely able to breathe, shaking my head that anyone would believe this sharade.
My husband owes me big time for this.
My husband owes me big time for this.