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[lipstick_menace]

Today is the first day this week that
I feel like I'm actually here
((whatever that means))
that I'm breathing air, not water.
I have a low headache,
the kind of good headache you get
from staying up all night
trying to remember, or at least
trying not to forget, and
gritting your teeth to hard.

It's nearly May and I could think
this is the reason
but
they are exactly 6 months apart
so it could always be
the one or
the other.

I mostly think
it is just me.