life.
I found out last night that one of my close friends from middle and high school died from a drug overdose. This is why I hate drugs so much and why I dislike everyone who does them.. It's so fucking stupid. He was such a good kid. I don't even want to believe that he's not here anymore. We had so many good memories together. There was this one time when he came up to me and was like Hey Tash, did it hurt? and Im like did what hurt and he said.. When you fell from heaven.. hahah Oh man. The kid was supa supa supa funny and so awesome. I'm going to miss him so much and so are a lot of people. It's a shame really.. Things just got worse when I woke up today.. I cried a whole lot about everything. I really am a wreck and I don't know what to do about it.. The one thing I need and want and know will make me feel better is so so far away and out of reach right now but soon it won't be and that makes me feel a whole lot better..