lets pretend its all okay ...
hey .. this will be a very blah entry tonight ..
i am dissapointed & confused .
i am sad & angry .
i am resentful and stupid .
sometimes you wanna fight back but you cant bring yourself to cos you just wanna fix it .. make it all better as soon as possible .. but that leaves you feeling pathetic and walked all over .. agg i just dont noe im just going on like a rambling idiot .. heh idiot .. thats what i feel like right now .
i dont wanna beat myself up for something that i know truly was an accident .. but then i feel so fucking guilty . why in the hell do we do this to ourselves ?
i wish i could take it back .
i wish i could fix it .
i wish i could stop caring .
well i guess thats all for now ..
0h, and im sorry .
Lyric of the day forever thriving on a feeling no tomorrow without a day of growing older I can defend the bridge I burn this time at constant odds with the hope that keeps me alive keeps me alive all that I promised to myself another word misplaced tonight all that I'm holding in why am I holding in
& thats the way the blame falls .
- tawny .