why should i care

[lipsred]

i don't mainly...
but it still rubs the back of my mind like a bad dream
not completely remembered
not completely forgotten
yes yes
very cliche
but then isn't my life that
nothing more than a collection of cliches?
or maybe a "a downward trajectory"?
no
I believe its much more than that
much more
its funny when you realize that you'll never get something back
and it frees you to do anything at all
thank you for letting me go
now I can go play with he rest of the kids
and it is a beautiful day to have your heart broken, is it not?