Senioritus

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I didnt understand Senioritus before, because I'm not gonna lie, I love high school life. Well... I mean, those aren't the exact words I'm looking for, but life is simple now. er. Simple-er. No bills or anything. Yeah. BUT OMG, I understand it now. In the words of my lovers, I'm totally 'Climbing the Walls'. I'm SICK to death of doing the same thing day after day, over and over, that I've been doing since I was 5. Get up, go to school, come home, snack, do homework, try to find something to do but get bored anyway, go to bed and do it all again... until the weekend where I work my ass off for minimum wage, only to have the paycheck I get once every two weeks slip away in a day. My family is... insane. Seriously, thank god for the BSB to take my mind off things. I want to just start my own life, and do things the way I think they should be done. Go to Cali, by the beach, live with friends.. maybe.., start things going the way I've known they should be. I'm sick of Roosevelt and all the fake people there, trying to be something they're not.. I feel like I'm just stuck in a cage. Roosevelt is a cool school, and it has its good points, but everthing there is the same. No year any different than the next, just I'm a year higher and what was going on w/ last years Juniors or w/e is now happening to me. Dont get me started on high school guys, I've pretty much decided to stop dating until I'm 20-something. Whats the point? Guys this age have NO IDEA what they're doing, and its just a waste of time. And my Nicky, well, hes being a guy now, too, and that SO does not help the male-sex's case; when their prize member is doing the same thing as everyone else. I mean, I know he doesnt do it to be an ass-hole or anything, he does it because.. yeah. Point is, anyone in his shoes would do the same thing. It makes him happy, and the ladies sure wouldnt complain unless their really super dumb- in which case, anyone that dumb would probably get hit by a car crossing the street eventually so it doesnt even matter anyway. I made SB, which should be fun... it's going to be alot of work, but it will be fun & a change, and take my mind off things. It'll be good for me. BLEH, and drama. I decided I want a shirt that says "Drama is SO last Season" That would be hot. I'm not trying to bitch, or dump, or vent... I'm not angry or depressed... I'm just ready to go and I dont feel like waiting lol. OH and back on the subject of guys... DONT HAVE A THING WITH A GUY THAT GOES TO YOUR SCHOOL. Just dont lol. Its so aquard seeing them in the halls and stuff. Ugh lol.

But we are two worlds apart
Can't reach to your heart
When you say
That I want it that way

Tell me why
Ain't nothin' but a heartache
Tell me why
Ain't nothin' but a mistake
Tell me why
I never wanna hear you say
I want it that way

FINALLY I UNDERSTAND!! haha *dances*