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[lipsofdeceitx]

i'm beginning to grow up.
you know, learning to love the ones i used to hate.
they've affected on who i am as a person
more then anyone else...
i'm widening my horizons.
accepting new things.
meeting new people.
& trying to give myself more credit,
than i usually do.
life is so depressing sometimes.
& in the end, only you can choose
to feel the way you do.
& after all the shit ive been through lately,
i need to give myself credit.
after reading all of your journal entrys,
most of you sell yourself short.
& half of us, are so caught up with the thought 'life sucks'
that we begin to stop putting in effort.
there are too many cute girls out there,
to feel too shitty to put makeup on in the morning and nice clothes.
there are too many times you will be fucked over,
to dwell on any specific time you are.
there are way too many nice hott boys that will treat you right,
while your wasting time on that one who does you all wrong.

think about it.
life is what you make of it.
so make it good.