ewww.
I'm jealous. It's my turn, not hers. I want to be the one he thinks about before he falls asleep, & the one he falls asleep with. But i'm not going to fight it this time, i'm going to sit back & wait. I've tried to change reality one too many times. I only cause controversy. & i never win in the end anyways. In a perfect world he would be mine, but this world is the opposite of perfect; & i must adjust to that. ew. Maybe by the time they're done i wont even like him anymore, who knows. I could be blowing this whole "im falling for him" thing out of proportion. I seem to do that a lot, & wish i didnt after. Whateva. I'm a playa.
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