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quote from a May 31st, 2004 entry:
"I think I'm wildly attracted to guys that won't work out"
So we had a conversation tonight and I was bringing up how I wasn't sure I could transition to friend after dating. Apparently, this isn't the first time I've had trouble with this. Which is nice to see that I'm consistently inept.
BGrmm22: i understand everything you said, but i have been trying to be your friend, you havent been letting me
BGrmm22: and maybe we have different ideas of what friends are
BGrmm22: but ive been trying
lipsmotchr: ok
lipsmotchr: maybe you're right
lipsmotchr: i just couldnt make the transition that quickly and believe that i was still your friend when things felt so weird
BGrmm22: its hard but would you rather be nothing
lipsmotchr: no i really wouldnt rather be nothing
lipsmotchr: i mean unless you would
My favorite is the "unless you would," the uncertain uh I don't know, what're you thinking? Am I going to put myself out there and receive dead silence on the other end? Because that's always a fun situation.
Poor Bobby too. That was at the very end of senior year when I was drunk, belligerent or crying all of the time. It was definitely not one of my finer periods. Glad it took a Travis (thanks babe) and a Scott to start that ball rolling again.
And poor Ross. I average a space of 2 "boyfriends" before I actually talk to an ex-boyfriend, especially one that really hurt me. So maybe next time, it'll just be one and he'll actually see value in being with me. What a novel idea.
Miss optimism turned cynic. Don't you like this look on me? Get used to it.
"I think I'm wildly attracted to guys that won't work out"
So we had a conversation tonight and I was bringing up how I wasn't sure I could transition to friend after dating. Apparently, this isn't the first time I've had trouble with this. Which is nice to see that I'm consistently inept.
BGrmm22: i understand everything you said, but i have been trying to be your friend, you havent been letting me
BGrmm22: and maybe we have different ideas of what friends are
BGrmm22: but ive been trying
lipsmotchr: ok
lipsmotchr: maybe you're right
lipsmotchr: i just couldnt make the transition that quickly and believe that i was still your friend when things felt so weird
BGrmm22: its hard but would you rather be nothing
lipsmotchr: no i really wouldnt rather be nothing
lipsmotchr: i mean unless you would
My favorite is the "unless you would," the uncertain uh I don't know, what're you thinking? Am I going to put myself out there and receive dead silence on the other end? Because that's always a fun situation.
Poor Bobby too. That was at the very end of senior year when I was drunk, belligerent or crying all of the time. It was definitely not one of my finer periods. Glad it took a Travis (thanks babe) and a Scott to start that ball rolling again.
And poor Ross. I average a space of 2 "boyfriends" before I actually talk to an ex-boyfriend, especially one that really hurt me. So maybe next time, it'll just be one and he'll actually see value in being with me. What a novel idea.
Miss optimism turned cynic. Don't you like this look on me? Get used to it.