Apr 16, 2006 18:34
sometimes i remember everything that is wrong with my life that it makes the right, painfully easy to forget. it takes a good, proper moment - or as it turns out, a week and still counting - to regain some sort of perspective. i wish being happy wasn't such an effort.
i am constantly amazed and envious of people who look and act and sound like they never had a single miserable moment, much less thought, in their entire 20 something years of living - wholesome and made of teflon; invincible.
but i don't need to be invincible, really. i'd settle for well-adjusted and happy.
music: the vines - don't listen to the radio
moody