Sep 03, 2005 23:21
why can't it just be over and stay over.
why does everything to back to the norm when i see your face.
it's so easy for me to want to hate you when you're on the phone or when we're talking via IM. because you don't force me to look into your eyes to tell me you love me. or when we're driving down the highway and you grab my hand and play the used, i caught fire. our song. or death cab, transatlanticism.
lips and words: i just ... why aren't i over him?
lips and words: why do i care that he kisses other girls?
lips and words: and he won't leave me alone.
lips and words: he wont let us be ... not friends.
every time we're together we talk about getting back together. when i know there's no way in hell that would ever go by your parents nicely, [[Punx Win: fuck parents!]] and you say, "oh but we'll get hurt." we're hurting ourselves by not being together. or at least i am. i hear you kissed a girl and i wanna throw up. i find someone i think i like, when it just turns out to be just another guy to keep my mind of you, to keep my hands full.
oh hold on, i have to go cut myself wide open.