ahh.
My mom went out of town for the night last night. I didn't have much of a party. It was more so a friendly little shindig between some close friends. Joy didn't stay long but i enjoyed her company. April and David slept on the bed down stairs. Niq slept on the couch and Mitch slept upstairs. Uma and Dan left later on. Me and Brando stayed up practically all night talking about the most serious of things. Where we want to be in 5 years. 10 years. 20 years. What we want to do with our lives. What our ambitions and goals are. I usually don't like talking about things like that with people because it scares me half to death. "what if i fail. what if im not happy with the way life turned out. what if..what if..what if.."
but for some unknown reason, I felt like everything was going to just...kind of fall into place and work its own way out. I have a feeling of comfort now, that wasnt there before. I'm glad Brandon helped me see it.
I think its time for a change. New people, new environment, new perspective, new everything.
but as for now, I'm going to sit here and eat my fake ass beef.
but for some unknown reason, I felt like everything was going to just...kind of fall into place and work its own way out. I have a feeling of comfort now, that wasnt there before. I'm glad Brandon helped me see it.
I think its time for a change. New people, new environment, new perspective, new everything.
but as for now, I'm going to sit here and eat my fake ass beef.