I Hate Destiny
The past twenty-four hours have been both the best and the worst of my life. I don't know how to act or what to say because it seems like everything I do and everything I say hurts at least one person. I never intended on hurting all these people... It just happened. The worst thing is I don't know if I want to fix the bad things that have happened because people are acting very childish about it. *sighs* I want to talk to someone, I want to cry to someone. However some of the things that have happened have blown me away and again I don't know how to react to them. I'm so scared it's all a lie and a game. I can't take games.
Round and round and round and round we go again...
Today was cool though, I got to be with my girlfriends - Laurie and Kelly. There was a lot of groping and stroking going on there. I don't know if Jeff asked Kelly out... He was meant to do it when we went to Holliday Road but he didn't... Wow that would be so romantic to be asked out on Holiday Road... It would either have to be snowing or be nightime though...
I finally heard ananiah... And all I can say is wow... I haven't ever heard a highschool band that good... I was definitely blown away.
On an off note my body hates me like whoa... You probably know what I'm talking about.
I avoided seeing Katie all day. It was nice. I suppose... Again I don't know about that sitation. I'm so confused when it comes to everything right now. I wish I could go live under a rock for a while and get my head straight but nooooo I have to go to school and all that crazy stuff...
There's a fine line between cuddling, and holding someone down, so they can't get away
Round and round and round and round we go again...
Today was cool though, I got to be with my girlfriends - Laurie and Kelly. There was a lot of groping and stroking going on there. I don't know if Jeff asked Kelly out... He was meant to do it when we went to Holliday Road but he didn't... Wow that would be so romantic to be asked out on Holiday Road... It would either have to be snowing or be nightime though...
I finally heard ananiah... And all I can say is wow... I haven't ever heard a highschool band that good... I was definitely blown away.
On an off note my body hates me like whoa... You probably know what I'm talking about.
I avoided seeing Katie all day. It was nice. I suppose... Again I don't know about that sitation. I'm so confused when it comes to everything right now. I wish I could go live under a rock for a while and get my head straight but nooooo I have to go to school and all that crazy stuff...
There's a fine line between cuddling, and holding someone down, so they can't get away