Jul 14, 2005 00:43
This post may contain strong language, it has therefore been rated '18'
Right now, i'm in a very pissed off mood, which probably isn't good for the fluctuating blood pressure i seem to be enduring.
I found out alot of shit in these past few days, shit that makes my blood boil.........ya see, its not directly connected to me, but in a way it is, because people i have considered close, have been lying to me, the story kinda evens out so that someone is definately lying, and thats the fact.
I hate when people lie, thats the one flaw in someone that i CANNOT tolerate. I admit, i can be quite a closed/private person, i don't like telling people things, but that does NOT make me a liar, that just makes me someone who is maybe paranoid, or slightly insecure, but i fucking cannot tolerate lying.
I'm just extremely pissed off right now, so i'm consulted this LJ to stop me ripping other people to shreds in the process.
Gaaaah fuck, why do people do this? Do liars not want people to like them or something? Because this world is exactly how George Orwell predicted it would be in '1984', its fucking big brother, everyone hears everything. If someone backstabs someone, we always find out, and pent up this secret hatred towards it.
I just can't take it anymore, because i know longer wish to be involved in a circle of bitchiness, and i don't want to spend my days angry at people because they can't take control of the situtations that they have fucked up themselves.
end of.
on a lighter note, the majority of oxegen 2005 was fantastic, i got to see Alabama 3 and Razorlight which was awesome.
and yes, im a lightweight, and yes, i was paraletic on friday........i'll get my jacket.