Feel so...
Sometimes
I wish I was brave
I wish I was stronger
wish I could feel no pain
wish I was young
wish I was shy
I wish I was honest
I wish I was you not I
Cause' I feel so mad
I feel so angry
Feel so callused
So lost confused, again
Feel so cheep
So used unfaithful
Lets start over
Lets start over
Sometimes I wish I was smart
I wish I made cures for
How people are
I wish I had power
I wish I could lead
I wish I could change the world
For you and me
Cause' I feel so mad
I feel so angry
Feel so callused
So lost confused, again
Feel so cheep
So used unfaithful
Lets start over
Lets start over
Cause' I feel so mad
I feel so angry
Feel so callused
So lost confused, again
Feel so cheep
So used unfaithful
Lets start over
Lets start over
Cause' I feel so mad
I feel so angry
Feel so callused
So lost confused, again
Feel so cheep
So used unfaithful
Lets start over
Lets start over
Lets start over...
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Some of the lyrics are probably wrong, thats because I got them off a website so they are most likely wrong.
Yesterday was valentines day (happy belated depressing shit-worthy v-day everyone!)
At the school dance they played nothing but crap. They played 'Candy Shop' by 50 cent TWICE!! I requested Emily by From First to Last and also caroline requested 'Silver & Cold' (afi) and 'Blue and Yellow' (The Used) but nuh-uh...DIDN'T HAPPEN! I slowdanced with princey, twas funny...
(here is out non-exact convo)
Matt/Princey: Are you sure your boyfriend won't be pissed?
Me: He shouldn't be...we are only friends
Matt/Princey: Yea true
Nick: BRITT! GAVIN WANTS TO SING YOU A SONG!
Me: Hokay...I gotta go now! Bye matthew!!
Matt/Princey: See you later.
Yes yes yes, twas fun. Then keenan and I danced a lot together and then all the guys were like "YAY YOUR NOT GAY!" (and he isn't at all) and so keenan kicked jesse in the stomach (yet again 'twas funny'). then many rumors about lexy and moe (frikin adrienne started them) first it was 'OMG! DID YOU SEE MOE KISS THAT GIRL!?' and moe and lexy are very hetero then it went from that to 'Moe and lexy are sleeping together!!" and plus they would never sleep together (in a sexual way) and plus they did a cheek kiss so that pissed me off. Then chris and I pretended to make-out and yes.....fun fun. Gavin gave me a ring last week and its sooo pretty and he gave me a teddy bear that he has had forever and also a rose (awe) and yet he feels that the words 'I love you' isn't enough... :'( that makes me wanna cry soooo badly!
Trevor is sitting beside me...lets see if he notices that I wrote this 'Hi Trevor!!'