So blow pops cant solve all the worlds problems

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An interesting night to say the least...getting sleep was not in the cards. Someone from my past came to me last night (a tad on the hammered side. He confessed his true feelings to me. I must say it was pretty crazy hearing all these things from him now. Like how much he was scared. He was scared when we were together because of the "strong" feelings that he had for me. Apparently the feelings that he had for me were as strong as the feelings he had for the girl that he will "love forever" Whoppi. I dont know when we broke up.....i was sad....of course i was. Buts its been almost 5 months since we were even on good terms. I've been with others since him and i have to say that i wasnt exactly pining away for him. But i do know that i miss him. And if what he said last night is the truth ....he wants me back BAD!!!!!!!!! im not all gun-ho about wanting him back....i put it out of my mind...& moved on. Hell i dont know what i want....i really need to think about it...and think good...cause i dont want to make the same mistake twice....but i dont want to miss out on something awesome. For those who know my past....this is not a place i havent been befor with a different guy.....i made the wrong choice there....and there was a chance for me to make the wrong choice agian...but damnit...i didnt. Cheers for me!! but here i am in the same kinda situation....with no idea what to do. Im just gonna think on it...and see what happends....let him make the next move.
In other news no word from the bat phone