Valentine's Day Eve
Last night we went to the masquerade .....agian. We saw Opeth!!! Oh my god....they were awesome! Dude i even got to talk to them a bit....o dear lord...its just not fair because these fellas had better hair than i do! No kidding these guys know how to use conditioner. Paul and Jeni seemed had a great time which was awesome to see. And yes...i saw Danni. God i have the biggest school girl crush on him. He saw me across a hugely crowded room....had to have been hundreds of people. I walked right pass him carrying water bottels...and didnt even see him....a grabed my arms and pulled me into his chest and gave me a huge hug....he said, "hey beautiful". Ohhhhh that made me smile a bit. He was working...so he couldnt chill or nothin. But he keep checkin on me from time to time. It was great. We went to go eat with candice,amanda,tim and all them...and danni called me when we got off work. Just to make sure we were ok and all. He said sorry for not callin to much this week and stuff...i was like damn....i thought he was doin just fine. I dunno....i really like him....i am pretty sure he likes me....but there are complications with everything. Bat boy number 2...is a complication. Its like he knows that i am....willing to try and talk things out with him to see what might happen....and its like he doesnt care. True, he has been sick and all....but im mean...if it ment a lot to him the way he says it does he would be making some kind of effort. So i dunno...i know i still have some feelings for him...cause this wouldnt be bothering me so much if i didnt. Ahhhh who knows...but i really like Danni. He makes me smile....but usually most guys do till their asshole-ness. But Danni is an hour and a half away...and that would kinda suck....i can handel that...and all but i can handel long distance when a guy and i have already gotton to know. But thats a tuff way to start things out. Kinda sux