crisis
I've been feeling really down on myself because of everything that's happened. I'm distraught and I don't know what to do to keep myself busy anymore. If I leave myself alone to think, I become even more depressed. I can't shake my visuals, I can't forget the conversation... I don't know what I'm going to do.
I love him so much it hurts. It hurts to love him sometimes, it hurts to accept what has gone on. I want to just forget everything thats happened in the past 3 days--I want to SLEEP. I've barely slept for three days..if I don't sleep tonight then I'm going to buy some Nyquill.
My birthday is in two days, and I'm dreading it. I am however looking forward to saturday when I can see everyone. I need a great night, I need my mind off things.
I love him so much it hurts. It hurts to love him sometimes, it hurts to accept what has gone on. I want to just forget everything thats happened in the past 3 days--I want to SLEEP. I've barely slept for three days..if I don't sleep tonight then I'm going to buy some Nyquill.
My birthday is in two days, and I'm dreading it. I am however looking forward to saturday when I can see everyone. I need a great night, I need my mind off things.