I'm suffocating
Everywhere I look someone is happy with someone else. Even the people who aren't couples have someone of the opposite sex to spend time with and talk to. I have nothing. Don't get me wrong, I love my bros. I am just sick of it happening around me and not to me. I feel like their happiness is surrounding me and I'm becoming clausterphobic with each step. Gah, I hate this. I also hate feeling like I am letting so many people down. I feel so worthless without a self relying means of transportation. I feel like a bum without a job. I remembered why I haven't really left my apartment since Christmas. I hate feeling like a burden. Somebody, anybody...tell me what I am doing right. I seriously feel like the only good thing in my life right now is the band, and I'm constantly letting those boys down. I am constantly letting everyone down. Man, I hate this.