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Nov 16, 2005 17:59

boredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredbored.
why dont me and my friends ever hang out anymore?
like, once a week i see them outside of school.
i dont like that, and all i'm going to get is comments saying "i know, we need to hang out"
but nothing happens.
no offense, it's just as much my fault as it is yours.
anyways,
HARRYPOTTER IN ONE DAY!

EDIT:
why do i make things complicated for myself.
it's like...internal conflict, and i dont know what to do.
ugh, i hate writing about this, it's so lame.
im annoying myself.
i cant say something without sounding like an idiot.
and i dont know how to make things better, except to just keep everything inside, and hopefully let it pass.
ugh i hate livejournal, anyone can read this, and yet...thats the point.
i cant be specific, because everyone knows everyone.
so what am i supposed to do?
say something, and mess up?
or keep it?
i dont know.
and you deffinately dont know.
why is it that the one person i still feel like i can talk to about this is the one who runied it all for me.
ah, this is all nothing and im writing about it like it's something, it's so lame it doesnt even matter.
it's just abunch of high school bullshit. right?
i make things so complicated for myself.
and none of this even matters.
seriously.
it doesnt pertain to anybody, so it really didnt do anyone any good to read this, cause you dont know what im talking about, no matter how much you think you know, you really have no idea.
honestly.
i'm not overwhelmed. and i dont know if i ever am.
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