ryan.;
people keep coming in and out of my life recently.
just coming as they please, and leaving with no goodbye.
but not you. you're consistantly there. you never leave my side,
even when i'm screaming fuck you, punching your arm and cussing your name to get out..
you don't.
because you know me all too well. i'm like a book you keep on your shelve.
that you've re-read a thousand times.
and when the typical person would leave me alone..because that's what i said for them to do..
you don't. because you know me better than that. you know i never want to be left alone.
because it's my biggest fear.
you are the only stable thing in my life.
the only thing keeping me together.
and the thought of having this end one day..kills me.
let me hold your hand..i don't ever want to let go.
just coming as they please, and leaving with no goodbye.
but not you. you're consistantly there. you never leave my side,
even when i'm screaming fuck you, punching your arm and cussing your name to get out..
you don't.
because you know me all too well. i'm like a book you keep on your shelve.
that you've re-read a thousand times.
and when the typical person would leave me alone..because that's what i said for them to do..
you don't. because you know me better than that. you know i never want to be left alone.
because it's my biggest fear.
you are the only stable thing in my life.
the only thing keeping me together.
and the thought of having this end one day..kills me.
let me hold your hand..i don't ever want to let go.