let this hit you. literally.
i held up that white flag.
i hope the realization of my seriousness, hits you like a fish out of water.
i hope you realize this is the end to something that could of been everything.
you get frustrated at me for doing this.
but, i get frustrated when you say your going to call..but forget. every night.
that you go out to bars until 5am..so then when we were suppose to hangout the next day, because it's been three weeks, you'd rather sleep.
going to bars > me.
i hate when you stand me up.
you make plans..i look forward to just seeing that face.
and you never come. you never call.
i get frustrated.
but could you blame me.?
don't point that finger at me..you were born in denial.
of your addictions.
your attitude.
your insensitivity.
your damaging effect on others than myself.
of yourself.
place this blame on yourself; have it drag you under.
i've already been there. but i'm rising to the surface.
i'm exploring my life. and not just settling for broken promises and empty apologizes.
not now. not ever.
you needed more out of life.
nothing was ever enough.
you mocked my enjoyment for trips to the city, surprising you with a drawing i made, cuddling, picnics, spending the night and my love for rainy nights and a movie.
you are everything i never want in a guy.
jeremy..i fucking surrender.
i hope the realization of my seriousness, hits you like a fish out of water.
i hope you realize this is the end to something that could of been everything.
you get frustrated at me for doing this.
but, i get frustrated when you say your going to call..but forget. every night.
that you go out to bars until 5am..so then when we were suppose to hangout the next day, because it's been three weeks, you'd rather sleep.
going to bars > me.
i hate when you stand me up.
you make plans..i look forward to just seeing that face.
and you never come. you never call.
i get frustrated.
but could you blame me.?
don't point that finger at me..you were born in denial.
of your addictions.
your attitude.
your insensitivity.
your damaging effect on others than myself.
of yourself.
place this blame on yourself; have it drag you under.
i've already been there. but i'm rising to the surface.
i'm exploring my life. and not just settling for broken promises and empty apologizes.
not now. not ever.
you needed more out of life.
nothing was ever enough.
you mocked my enjoyment for trips to the city, surprising you with a drawing i made, cuddling, picnics, spending the night and my love for rainy nights and a movie.
you are everything i never want in a guy.
jeremy..i fucking surrender.