// i'll never be a stranger, and i'll never be alone. forever, we're together. you're my home. \\
welp.
what's there to say?
last night was fun.
i laughed so hard with brian that i was crying.
literally. i kicked him in the head on several occasions, which just made me laugh harder. ate 3 scones while jen did laundry.
maybe that's what i'll do tonight. bake scones. seeing as jeNn left this morning & i miss her.
i've driven a lot lately.
which is just going to help me when i go to the DMV on.. wednesday, hopefully.
i miss all my lovies.
even though i've seen most of you within the last.. like.. week. whatever.
i just miss you.
something's up with patrick & i.
nothing that would ever be able to seperate us.
just.. something we kind of need to lean on each other for.
today (without intention.) he reminded me of how much i love him.
he speaks to me with such patience. like he knows that's exactly what i need.
(mostly because it was what i needed.)
the marine corps has helped him emmensely with planning. he is wonderful at planning things. mapping them out. & it's sort of a comfort, because i like to know exactly what is going on.
god, i love him.
in other news:
i am still obsessed with billy joel.
hardcore. after the concert, i've had him stuck in my head for frickin ever.
and he has so many songs, you can't get sick of him!! who knew!?
the wedding is next sunday.
i'm kind of terrified.
i've never done this before.
but what's the best way to learn? be gracious, and learn from everything. and fucking dive in, head first. right?
---
i miss you.
---
this week could be lifechanging.
but, so can every week, right?
c'mon life.
hit me. i'm ready.
------
even rode my motorcycle in the rain, & you told me not to drive, but i made it home alive & you said that only proves that i'm insane. you may be right, i may be crazy.
but it just may be a lunatic you're looking for.
what's there to say?
last night was fun.
i laughed so hard with brian that i was crying.
literally. i kicked him in the head on several occasions, which just made me laugh harder. ate 3 scones while jen did laundry.
maybe that's what i'll do tonight. bake scones. seeing as jeNn left this morning & i miss her.
i've driven a lot lately.
which is just going to help me when i go to the DMV on.. wednesday, hopefully.
i miss all my lovies.
even though i've seen most of you within the last.. like.. week. whatever.
i just miss you.
something's up with patrick & i.
nothing that would ever be able to seperate us.
just.. something we kind of need to lean on each other for.
today (without intention.) he reminded me of how much i love him.
he speaks to me with such patience. like he knows that's exactly what i need.
(mostly because it was what i needed.)
the marine corps has helped him emmensely with planning. he is wonderful at planning things. mapping them out. & it's sort of a comfort, because i like to know exactly what is going on.
god, i love him.
in other news:
i am still obsessed with billy joel.
hardcore. after the concert, i've had him stuck in my head for frickin ever.
and he has so many songs, you can't get sick of him!! who knew!?
the wedding is next sunday.
i'm kind of terrified.
i've never done this before.
but what's the best way to learn? be gracious, and learn from everything. and fucking dive in, head first. right?
---
i miss you.
---
this week could be lifechanging.
but, so can every week, right?
c'mon life.
hit me. i'm ready.
------
even rode my motorcycle in the rain, & you told me not to drive, but i made it home alive & you said that only proves that i'm insane. you may be right, i may be crazy.
but it just may be a lunatic you're looking for.