pics.
ok,so as I promised- here are some pics from my bday party.
the gift I've got from my friends haha.
Charlie's Angels hah!- Agatka,MEEEEE!!,EvE
my bestfriend Dorota and I
my lovely friend Egon and I! haha don't ask why this picture look like this haha
my friend Wojtek and I
my husband and I!
yeahhh...so that would be it.
So Easter is coming. I don't really feel like celebrating it so I probably won't.
Everything annoyes me nowadays.
I have a fucking trillion and a half thoughts on my mind now and I feel confused.
I keep on thinking about my Dad all the time. I try to imagine the moment of his death and it's killing me.
I have so many questions and I can't find the answeres for them.
I wish I still had THIS friend so I could meet with him hug him,ask him about these questions. I miss him somuch.
I don't get it- I just wanted him to be my friend forever.
All the time I wonder what is he doing now? what would WE do if we were still so close friends?
You know how they say: "if you could do it all over again, what would you change?" and well... I'd probably change a lot of things... but I'm also happy for few things I did. And... I guess what I'm saying is that I'm not gonna look at HIM and think of everything that happened wrong.I'm gonna look at HIM and think of everything that COULD happen in a good way.
maybe that will help.
or maybe that will make it worse.
but I'll try.
very sad mood came into my life.again....
the gift I've got from my friends haha.
Charlie's Angels hah!- Agatka,MEEEEE!!,EvE
my bestfriend Dorota and I
my lovely friend Egon and I! haha don't ask why this picture look like this haha
my friend Wojtek and I
my husband and I!
yeahhh...so that would be it.
So Easter is coming. I don't really feel like celebrating it so I probably won't.
Everything annoyes me nowadays.
I have a fucking trillion and a half thoughts on my mind now and I feel confused.
I keep on thinking about my Dad all the time. I try to imagine the moment of his death and it's killing me.
I have so many questions and I can't find the answeres for them.
I wish I still had THIS friend so I could meet with him hug him,ask him about these questions. I miss him somuch.
I don't get it- I just wanted him to be my friend forever.
All the time I wonder what is he doing now? what would WE do if we were still so close friends?
You know how they say: "if you could do it all over again, what would you change?" and well... I'd probably change a lot of things... but I'm also happy for few things I did. And... I guess what I'm saying is that I'm not gonna look at HIM and think of everything that happened wrong.I'm gonna look at HIM and think of everything that COULD happen in a good way.
maybe that will help.
or maybe that will make it worse.
but I'll try.
very sad mood came into my life.again....