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there are times when i update more than i'd like, today would be one of them.
i just got home about an 30 minutes ago. ryan and i took a stroll down memory lane tonight on the ride to mi casa. what dorks, 'this one time, in sixth grade, we did _________.' 'when i was younger, i used to do that.' it was incredibly cute though. i think it's necessary to do that from time to time, but it soo badly makes me wish i was a kid again.
back in the days when i was young, i'm not a kid anymore,
but sometimes i still wish i was..
i think everything was so much easier then. we filled out the application for the apartment that we really want near my work. besides the fact that it doesn't have a stove and the closet is going to be a bit of a squeeze for all of my clothes, the place is perfect! [maybe this will be a good excuse to finally go through some of my crap and get rid of it?] i doubt it, but the idea sounded nice. i really hope that some miracle occurs and we are able to move-in. i am soo incredibly tired of looking for a place. my mom told me that i might have to move my stuff into storage this week, which means, mooorrrrgggaaannn might be sharing her room for a week. :o( i promise to be good!
sometimes i forget that there are people in this world who actually have hearts and who actually are willing to help people out when needed. i swear, ryan's mom has been doing so much to try to help us/me out. i absolutely love his family. the way it all works. i wish at some point growing up i could have had that. i feel so lucky just knowing them and knowing that there are people like that out there. i've decided that i truly admire ry's sister, amber. she's young, has two adorable kids, still manages to have a fun lifestyle, and is such a loving mom. i hope i am like that one day.
blah..i am rambling, i am going to stop now.
xo.
i just got home about an 30 minutes ago. ryan and i took a stroll down memory lane tonight on the ride to mi casa. what dorks, 'this one time, in sixth grade, we did _________.' 'when i was younger, i used to do that.' it was incredibly cute though. i think it's necessary to do that from time to time, but it soo badly makes me wish i was a kid again.
back in the days when i was young, i'm not a kid anymore,
but sometimes i still wish i was..
i think everything was so much easier then. we filled out the application for the apartment that we really want near my work. besides the fact that it doesn't have a stove and the closet is going to be a bit of a squeeze for all of my clothes, the place is perfect! [maybe this will be a good excuse to finally go through some of my crap and get rid of it?] i doubt it, but the idea sounded nice. i really hope that some miracle occurs and we are able to move-in. i am soo incredibly tired of looking for a place. my mom told me that i might have to move my stuff into storage this week, which means, mooorrrrgggaaannn might be sharing her room for a week. :o( i promise to be good!
sometimes i forget that there are people in this world who actually have hearts and who actually are willing to help people out when needed. i swear, ryan's mom has been doing so much to try to help us/me out. i absolutely love his family. the way it all works. i wish at some point growing up i could have had that. i feel so lucky just knowing them and knowing that there are people like that out there. i've decided that i truly admire ry's sister, amber. she's young, has two adorable kids, still manages to have a fun lifestyle, and is such a loving mom. i hope i am like that one day.
blah..i am rambling, i am going to stop now.
xo.