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i'm updating from work, yes, i know it's saturday, but i had things i needed to tend to at lifetime television, hense, i dragged my butt out of bed this morning at 9ish and headed on over to century city. i don't know how this is considered lazy, if anything it seems like more work, but honestly it is better than walking up the hill to montana/barrington to catch a bus that only comes once every 30 minutes. i've been taking 3 buses to get to work lately. i guess it's better exercise. so here i am...contemplating what i should do first. it seems so strange, after 8 months, my desk is no longer going to be my desk, it is going to be someone else's. and it's not like i am going to another company or something, i am staying here, i just don't get to have my desk anymore. :o( no matter what anyone says, i still feel like a failure. i feel like i got kicked in the face. it all came as such a suprise, how am i possibly supposed to feel positive about it? i should start working, i don't want to end up not finishing everything. i want my desk to be organized, for things to be taken care of for thalia on monday morning. ugh. i dread monday. at least i will have had a good night sleep with ryan the night before. i still am so excited about that. as soon as he gets done with his placement tests in long beach, he is loading up the [something?] and bringing his stuff up here, then it's over to the new place to sign some paperwork and prepare to move in! oh no! the sensor lights just turned off on me, it must mean i am supposed to be up and moving around, not sitting here livejournaling on over-time. whoops! oh well. i was thinking about something today, it kind of had me a bit worried, so anyone that wants to contribute is more than welcome. i am starting a fund for vanessa and ryan, so if anyone is thinking of getting me a b-day pressie, this is what i want...any denomination of gift certificate to ralph's or albertson's or pavillions, or basically, any place that sells FOOD! this first month, ryan and i are barely going to have enough for la comida! so if you love us, if you want to see us fat and heathly...your help would be greatly appreciated! well, back to work for me! see you all soon! if anyone is going to eugene's party tonight, we should be in attendance.
xo.
xo.