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I remember when we got in trouble for provocative back rubs in Ohio. And how hard we laughed afterwards. I remember the way you used to pretend that we were lovers. The way you'd slide your arm around me and whisper things into my ear. And the way you'd look at me during the dance scene in the gym from west side story and mouth words to me like "I love you" or "hey sexy." And I remember how you walked all the way out to your car in the freezing cold to get me twix bars that you hadn’t eaten, because I was hungry and had no change for the vending machine. I remember the way you used to grab at my waist when you passed me by in the hallways, and gave me hugs at practice. And I remember the pouting face you used to give me whenever you begged me to go snowboarding with you.
And the thing is, all of this was merely a few days ago. It was only a few days ago that I saw your smile in the hallway, and let your arm grace my shoulder while we left practice.
And now, these memories are all I have left.
Rest in peace Sean. I love you.
And the thing is, all of this was merely a few days ago. It was only a few days ago that I saw your smile in the hallway, and let your arm grace my shoulder while we left practice.
And now, these memories are all I have left.
Rest in peace Sean. I love you.