Merry Fucking Christmas
Christmas tomorrow, and im just not looking forward to it. I dunno, its just lost that feel that christmas used to have. Maybe that happens when your over 18? Grandpa is out'a hospital again, and hes up and down. Were trying to get him into a home, because we just can't cope anymore. Anyhoo, i just cant wait to get the fuck out of this country, so i don't have to put up with my sister and her fience for a month and a 1/2. Since ive booked the tickets she's stopped at nothing to try to get me to cancel or change my mind about going.
First she tried the water works, and she told me i was an ashole for leaving before newyears. (cheaper flight). Then she tried to manipulate me with work, there is a new guy who is taking over all my work at work in the new year while im gone, so i they don't know what ill be doing at work next year. And today... of all fucking days to set me off she started to bitch to me about how im leaving her with the responsibility of grandparents (which mind you! shes overlooked [bar finacials] since mum passed away) so she tried the tears again, that didn't work so she blew up at me and went on about that how i was letting her down, and that she doesn't know how shes going to deal with it... fair enough. I've been living with them since Feb... all i ask for is alittle over a month to go see some furs and my mate (who she knows im going to see!) Am i being unreasonalbe here? The thing that really hurt though is... she said and i quote
"And if grandpa fucking dies, im not going to call you so we can have the funeral without you!"
Also while im gone shes managed to book the laywers in to draft up some power of aterny papers for grandparents, so that she has control over them. Which means that i have no say in anything related to them. That is really pissing me off. I hope grandma tells her to go shove it.
I realise that that was just a bunch of EMO bullshit, but i don't have anyone to talk to really, so i needed to vent.
Anyway, now that ive got that off my chest! Im really excited about going to meet all these cool furs in the UK. Fisrt off ill meet up with my Step dad for a few days, meet his family. Then im off to stay with Mhisani for a week. After that im off to Bristol to go annoy Matt Lion and Tikkeri. And finally... after a week of chiiling with a tiger and a lion and a snowmeow... i get to meet my mate :) BearPaw ^^ Got near 2 & 1/2 weeks with him! I cant wait!
Finally i just wanted to wish everyone a very merry christmas, i hope that you all have a wonderful day with your families, and friends, and that you stay safe over the new years break!
First she tried the water works, and she told me i was an ashole for leaving before newyears. (cheaper flight). Then she tried to manipulate me with work, there is a new guy who is taking over all my work at work in the new year while im gone, so i they don't know what ill be doing at work next year. And today... of all fucking days to set me off she started to bitch to me about how im leaving her with the responsibility of grandparents (which mind you! shes overlooked [bar finacials] since mum passed away) so she tried the tears again, that didn't work so she blew up at me and went on about that how i was letting her down, and that she doesn't know how shes going to deal with it... fair enough. I've been living with them since Feb... all i ask for is alittle over a month to go see some furs and my mate (who she knows im going to see!) Am i being unreasonalbe here? The thing that really hurt though is... she said and i quote
"And if grandpa fucking dies, im not going to call you so we can have the funeral without you!"
Also while im gone shes managed to book the laywers in to draft up some power of aterny papers for grandparents, so that she has control over them. Which means that i have no say in anything related to them. That is really pissing me off. I hope grandma tells her to go shove it.
I realise that that was just a bunch of EMO bullshit, but i don't have anyone to talk to really, so i needed to vent.
Anyway, now that ive got that off my chest! Im really excited about going to meet all these cool furs in the UK. Fisrt off ill meet up with my Step dad for a few days, meet his family. Then im off to stay with Mhisani for a week. After that im off to Bristol to go annoy Matt Lion and Tikkeri. And finally... after a week of chiiling with a tiger and a lion and a snowmeow... i get to meet my mate :) BearPaw ^^ Got near 2 & 1/2 weeks with him! I cant wait!
Finally i just wanted to wish everyone a very merry christmas, i hope that you all have a wonderful day with your families, and friends, and that you stay safe over the new years break!