enjoy ...

[lioninmaple]

what you have, she said ...

four years and still no work
nearly two years celibate and sleeping on a couch
more cynical of all things human, especially myself
for there is where i obviously lacked

i was not enough
and now
i am less

the more i see of humanity
the less humane it seems

the first blow/ the silence
the death with no reason
was too close
to my heart

all i hear is the wind, the cold
laughter of the moon