Aiee.
I need to update this thing a lot more. I'm letting a lot of memories go to waste by me not updating this on a daily basis. I could be, but I'm too lazy to write stuff. I dunno. So let's try this out now.
I've been doing the working thing still. I'm working on saving up for my car. I'll have $400 saved up by the end of this week, but Stephani might just turn around and buy me a $2000 car that she was offered because she knows I need a reliable car to get around in, and she wants to get herself this Maxima she wants. Once I get my car, I want to get another job someplace else with better pay. I'm definetly thinking about the secretary job thing, which I could make anywhere between $10 - $12 an hour. So yeah. Let's hope that I will finally put an end to the five year saga at the deli. Yeah, that would be niiiiiice.
Amanda started her first job working at Petco with Jen. Aw, I'm so proud of her, my little baby's growing up so fast right before my eyes. ::sniff:: Yeah, okay. But it's definetly a great thing that she's working now. She could use the money, especially if she's going to be living on her own with Jen in a year. I can only pray that things can go as smooth as possible for those two. They don't need that bullshit with their family uprooting them out of the only home they've ever known to move to a completely different state and start over again. Psh. Fuck that.
Been talking to Ryan again. I'm glad I am. I have a good feeling about him this time. I think things are going to be okay this time. I just need to get over some issues I have with myself and me being afraid to open up completely. Which, as much as I want to work through that, I completely understand why I'm that way, haha. And of course, I know people will disagree with my decision to pursue this, but be aware that I know what I'm getting myself into. And I don't need people to baby me. kthxlolz.
I got some awesome clothes the other day, I feel cute in my ripped jeans. Yay!
Uh, yeah, I think that's about it. I dunno. Haha. I guess I've got nothing else interesting to talk about. Oh well. WHATEV!
I've been doing the working thing still. I'm working on saving up for my car. I'll have $400 saved up by the end of this week, but Stephani might just turn around and buy me a $2000 car that she was offered because she knows I need a reliable car to get around in, and she wants to get herself this Maxima she wants. Once I get my car, I want to get another job someplace else with better pay. I'm definetly thinking about the secretary job thing, which I could make anywhere between $10 - $12 an hour. So yeah. Let's hope that I will finally put an end to the five year saga at the deli. Yeah, that would be niiiiiice.
Amanda started her first job working at Petco with Jen. Aw, I'm so proud of her, my little baby's growing up so fast right before my eyes. ::sniff:: Yeah, okay. But it's definetly a great thing that she's working now. She could use the money, especially if she's going to be living on her own with Jen in a year. I can only pray that things can go as smooth as possible for those two. They don't need that bullshit with their family uprooting them out of the only home they've ever known to move to a completely different state and start over again. Psh. Fuck that.
Been talking to Ryan again. I'm glad I am. I have a good feeling about him this time. I think things are going to be okay this time. I just need to get over some issues I have with myself and me being afraid to open up completely. Which, as much as I want to work through that, I completely understand why I'm that way, haha. And of course, I know people will disagree with my decision to pursue this, but be aware that I know what I'm getting myself into. And I don't need people to baby me. kthxlolz.
I got some awesome clothes the other day, I feel cute in my ripped jeans. Yay!
Uh, yeah, I think that's about it. I dunno. Haha. I guess I've got nothing else interesting to talk about. Oh well. WHATEV!