*sniff sniff*
*tears*
UGh,
i wrote him an email...
told him i was sick of him waiting to decide....
*more tears*
GOD!!! i love him so much....but i felt like there was no point in going on if he wasn't even going to talk to me........
i wish he'd email me back...i wish he'd magically say he was sorry and that he wants to be with me, that he doesn't want us to be apart anymore....that he Loves me just as much as i love him....
But he won't...
I wish i could take back everything i said....but i can't because it needed to be said...i needed to let him go..he didn't want to be with me...not really if he'd wanted it then he would have been there for me when i needed him.....
BUT GOD I LOVE HIM......
what am i going to do!!!!
UGh,
i wrote him an email...
told him i was sick of him waiting to decide....
*more tears*
GOD!!! i love him so much....but i felt like there was no point in going on if he wasn't even going to talk to me........
i wish he'd email me back...i wish he'd magically say he was sorry and that he wants to be with me, that he doesn't want us to be apart anymore....that he Loves me just as much as i love him....
But he won't...
I wish i could take back everything i said....but i can't because it needed to be said...i needed to let him go..he didn't want to be with me...not really if he'd wanted it then he would have been there for me when i needed him.....
BUT GOD I LOVE HIM......
what am i going to do!!!!