Coffee
I have the sneaking suspicion...I wll be drinking coffee a lot more frequently. Since I have moved in, I have a coffee maker that I can set up to brew first thing in the morning. At first it started as just a weekend thing...and now I am drinking it every morning while i get ready for work. I really don't want to become a regular coffee drinker, 1) it stains your teeth and 2) i may grow to depend on the caffeine kick. I think i like it though, great already picking up bad habits haha. I did sleep better last night, thank god.
I think the PMS is gettin me though. I felt very nostalgic last night. I was watching Charlie Brown's Christmas, as I do every year. This year as I sat on my couch I got really upset. It dawned on me, things are really different now. And although I am happy in my apartment and know it was a much needed change it scares me. But it signified things are REALLy changing and will never be the same again. I feel i have truely left my childhood behind. It made me think how life as i knew it...is kinda over. I had a flood of memories hit me last night, beginning when i was really little and experiencing christmas and school, first crushes and boyfriends, Tae Kwon Do, days with my grandparents and nana and pops, Disneyland trips. Last night was so strange, it was like I got a visit from the GHOST OF CHRISTMAS PAST. Ugh i hope today is better. I'm tired of being sad about my past, jesus you'd think i was 70.
I think the PMS is gettin me though. I felt very nostalgic last night. I was watching Charlie Brown's Christmas, as I do every year. This year as I sat on my couch I got really upset. It dawned on me, things are really different now. And although I am happy in my apartment and know it was a much needed change it scares me. But it signified things are REALLy changing and will never be the same again. I feel i have truely left my childhood behind. It made me think how life as i knew it...is kinda over. I had a flood of memories hit me last night, beginning when i was really little and experiencing christmas and school, first crushes and boyfriends, Tae Kwon Do, days with my grandparents and nana and pops, Disneyland trips. Last night was so strange, it was like I got a visit from the GHOST OF CHRISTMAS PAST. Ugh i hope today is better. I'm tired of being sad about my past, jesus you'd think i was 70.