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Well that didn't take long. He called me tonight. I didn't answer. I really wanted to and I wish that I wasn't so attached to this again. It has only been four days. He calls me when he wants to get laid I am tired of it. Maybe he just misses me. Wishfull thinking! I'll keep you posted with my success of not talking to him. I think Iam going to call him. There is so much I could be doing instead of waisting all my energy on this.
On a completley different note I went to my first day of mortgage originator training and learned a ton of usefull information. It was a lot of different information and very informative. I get to go back tommorow and learn more.
I called him and told him that I couldn't talk to him for awhile. He didn't like that and wouldn't say it but I know it. I told him he could call me if he needed help with not wanting to drink b/c that is all I could help him with at this point. I basically told him I couldn't keep doing what I was doing because if I don't stop I am going to drink and I cannot afford to do that so I asked him not to call me. I told him that I wasn't by any means telling him I wouldn't be his friend or that I Ididn't love him I just can't keep engaging in this relationship any longer and that it would be awhile before we could talk again.
On a completley different note I went to my first day of mortgage originator training and learned a ton of usefull information. It was a lot of different information and very informative. I get to go back tommorow and learn more.
I called him and told him that I couldn't talk to him for awhile. He didn't like that and wouldn't say it but I know it. I told him he could call me if he needed help with not wanting to drink b/c that is all I could help him with at this point. I basically told him I couldn't keep doing what I was doing because if I don't stop I am going to drink and I cannot afford to do that so I asked him not to call me. I told him that I wasn't by any means telling him I wouldn't be his friend or that I Ididn't love him I just can't keep engaging in this relationship any longer and that it would be awhile before we could talk again.